I have work at 11am next day even more lovely

My bestie Megan is planning to move to Missouri in January w her boyfriend because her boyfriend got a job in missouri I hate it she’s leaving: booo

I didn’t go to one of my friends house Friday night….I didn’t feel good and had to work the next morning. What made me feel better was I got a text message at 1am
From my friend saying her friends, who never met me, wish I was there w them.
It made me smile and made me feel good and better

I was so excited that I had the weekend off from work. One of my co workers wanted me to work her Saturday shift (9-2) I told her I would think about it since I didn’t leave work today until 530 (I was suppose to be off at 3) I would go over 25 hours (u can’t work over 25 hours a week) I had to open my big mouth and mentioned it to the manager and now I have to work Saturday but only for 3 hours (9-noon) my last day off was Tuesday and it’s going to get busier next week. Work Monday, work Wednesday (3pm-8pm) work Friday work Saturday (volunteered-manager needed ppl to work memorial day weekend I needed the hours-9-3) Sunday (9-3) and Monday memorial day (9-3) yay? I really need to keep my mouth shut one of the reasons why I didn’t put Saturday and Sunday for my availability this summer is bc I want to sleep)

My friend an I were GOIN dancing tonight but I’m feeling like crap this is the second week in a row I canceled on him at the last minute I hardly ever do that to people bc I know what it feels like when ppl cancel at the last minute it doesn’t feel very good. So I try not to do it to other people bc I know what it feels like and I would hate having them
Feel the same way as I do sometimes. I will make it up to him. I almost teared up when I was talking to him on the phone bc I really really really hate canceling plans at the last minute. This is VERY rare for me. I’m very good at letting people know in advance if something changed. I just feel so bad. I don’t like myself right now bc I hate doing this to ppl I really do. I should probably get ready for bed I need a good night sleep. Since this is the second time canceling him in a row I let him decide if he wants to hang out tonight or try hanging out this weekend instead and he chose this weekend he understands I still feel bad tho

I think one of my friends Aubrey and I are going to her guy friends house. I never met her guy friends before; there’s going to be beer pong and foosball should be fun!

 courage/off

True w my life

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